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[pat]

I do not know what is wrong with me. Damn. I need a swift kick in the ass, except that whoever administered it had better leave like a bat out of hell afterwards, as I am in no mood to appreciate such a helpful gesture.

I am isolated -- and too damn scared to break the isolation. I am angry with someone over what was really a small misunderstanding... and my isolation and loneliness make me magnify everything tenfold. (Although same person *did* flake on taking care of something important today... maybe I'm still mad about that.)

If it were possible, I'd say it was PMS. But I don't think it is.

Comments

[hopeforyou.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you're feeling alone and scared and angry. Hope you feel better soon, and work through what needs it. Take care.

[patgreene.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I think I can work through it. I hope. Unfortunately, raw emotion tends to override my processing faculties. Putting things down on paper (well, silicon) helps a lot, especially when I get comments like yours which let me know I'm not as alone as I fear.

[lysana.livejournal.com]

You'll work through it. Nothing is permanent, after all. And you're smart enough to find the way to your resolution. Just don't kick yourself if it doesn't happen as quickly as you think it should.

[geekchick]

Take care, you. *hug*

Evil hormones...

[frankenboob.livejournal.com]

Even if it's not, technically, PMS... it's similar. My understanding is that it takes a lengthy spell after hysterectomy/oopherectomy to get the hormone levels leveled out. That, and it's been, what, 2 months since your surgery? It really does take about 6 months to recover. (Or more, since there were complications.) Go easy on yourself. *hug*

patgreene

[(Anonymous)]

Sorry you are blue. Try to remember how much you are loved.