I hate my body

[pat]

I really, really wanted to go to San Francisco with brian1789 and sinboy today. I was so weak that it was hard to walk into Brian's office from the parking lot when I went to pick him up. I made the intelligent decision not to go, but I am still frustrated and angry about it. I am so weak and so tired and I feel I will never get better. My muscles shake all over. Dammit all to hell.

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[patgreene.livejournal.com]

I think this falls into the realm of emotional knowledge versus intellectual knowledge. Intellectually, I *know* it takes time. Emotionally, I'm impatient as all hell.