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I'm sitting here crying. I'm hoping it's the Vicodin that's causing me to feel like a waste of oxygen -- as I understand it, the drug can cause depression.

I feel so useless.

OK. Let's stop wallowing, shall we? Sitting and feeling useless will not in fact make us feel better. So..


Call and leave message about Band Family Luncheon. Check.
Call and find out where to mail the measurement forms. Check.
Write needed email. Check.
Record the school calendar on the wall calendar. Good idea. Check.
Do laundry. NO. Bad idea. Leaning over the machine puts stress on the knee and YOU'RE TRYING TO GET WELL.
Listen to upbeat music. Good idea.
Work on ongoing project. Very good idea.
Download "Zoot Suite Riot." Check.

Time to get to work. Then a nap. Or maybe a nap first. Yep, that's the ticket.

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[jmhm.livejournal.com]

feeling worthless has, in my experience, related strongly in an inverse fashion to my conviction that I can convince others that I'm not.

Which I tend to think can only be achieved if I'm harder on me than they are.