frustration.....

I have been thinking a lot, and would love to write about it, but.... I can't sit the laptop on my lap and for various reasons -- mainly my mom being here -- I don't want to make LJ entries on the desktop which is out in the open where anyone can look over my shoulder. And sitting the lap top on the bed makes typing very awkward. Hmmm have to think about this...
I'm still weak, but I think I'm getting better.

Hmmmm....

Someone in my extended social circle has shown up in a series of very explicit dreams lately. And they show no signs of abating -- this person has moved into my subconscious and set up camp. This is disconcerting for a number of reasons.

( Musings on my sexuality... )

Of course, this probably means 1) I am healing in spite of continued pain and 2) I have WAY too much time on my hands.